Can I Get Back Up?

The Move happened, and as I feared, it was not good for me.  I haven’t posted here in a while.  In that time, I have been so, so depressed.  Too depressed to write.   Too depressed to eat consistently.  I probably wouldn’t be eating at all if it weren’t for my husband, and for the fact that I don’t want to lose my breastmilk supply.  I’m not enjoying my food.  I’m not enjoying much of anything. I feel like I was finally starting to get better, and then came the move, and now I feel like I’ve lost every bit of progress I had made.  I feel like by moving when I did, I’ve lost any chance of actually recovering from this.  I feel like I’ve fallen down, and I don’t know if I can get back up.

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