Where is this going?

I’m having one of those days.  Well, a lot of my days are like this, so maybe one of those weeks?  Months?  I hope it doesn’t turn into years.

I’m just wondering if I’m actually going to get better, or if this is it.  I am better than I was for a while there, but I’m nowhere near actually better.  I still don’t feel like me.  I haven’t felt like me in months and months.  I still feel like a ghost.  And I’m so, so scared that this will be as good as it gets.  That this experience has broken me in some permanent way.

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