I’m having one of those days. Well, a lot of my days are like this, so maybe one of those weeks? Months? I hope it doesn’t turn into years.
I’m just wondering if I’m actually going to get better, or if this is it. I am better than I was for a while there, but I’m nowhere near actually better. I still don’t feel like me. I haven’t felt like me in months and months. I still feel like a ghost. And I’m so, so scared that this will be as good as it gets. That this experience has broken me in some permanent way.